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01 April 2014

Not a good day today...if I could find rain to put on this journal I would.
With ATF, its ok. Just had a cup of coffee, which I'm drinking right now. I have no appetite.
I know I have to eat, and I will, but I have to get through this loss I had to deal with this morning. I don't mean to dump my emotions on you, but I know can here. I had to put one of my cats to sleep this morning...
I've been through this before, and you know, it never gets easier. Each loss, is like the very first one. My little mouthy girl Blaze developed some masses in her intestines, and I took her to the vet back in I think september. We couldn't do anything for them then. I knew that this day would come, just not so quickly!

She went downhill with the speed of a bullet. 3 days. Gone. At least I know that she won't suffer. I will place her in the back yard, in my now cat plot. I think I'll get some nice wind chimes and some twirly things and finish the headstones I had started. Now to make another. I may have to go to Lowes this weekend and grab another marble floor tile.

The other girls, Blazes sisters seem to know she's gone. They are a little subdued, and have each come to give me some love, and to lay near me for a little while. They each stopped by the carrier just before I left, and none when I got back.

Yep, I'm that crazy cat lady that some neighborhoods have. I have a large clowder(group) of cats in the house, and around 8 or so ferals that I feed outside. Our little family is one less today. Maybe it was so I/we could have room to rescue someone. You never know...

I'm going to see if I can post a picture of her, if not I'm going to change my profile pic to her for a while. I want to thank all of you for your thoughts and comments, even before I post this, as I know you guys are more than just FS buddies, you are my friends, and I love each and every one of you!!

Please, don't let my journal make you have a blue day, Have a great day, go outside and get some fresh air, go for a walk, exercise! Enjoy it if you can get out!!

Love you all!!

Lu =^.^=

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28 March 2014

yep... I think I need a new battery for my random number device. I think that the 227 was a fluke number. Felt good for a little while there. Its all good though. I think I may just start weighing one day a week. It will give me a little guide, but I don't let this darn scale rule my life and weight loss journey!

Going to go now, the hockey game is on, and hubby is about to blow a fuse. Have a great night!

Lu =^.^=

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28 March 2014

Weight:	Lost so far:	Still to go:	Diet followed:
106.1 kg	24.5 kg	0 kg	Reasonably Well

Add Comment Gaining 3.0 kg a Week

23 March 2014

I hope everyone has had a good weekend!
We had a little drama here, (neighbors) but that has been since resolved, and some great good has come of it. I think my neighbor has finally gotten the lesson that needed to be taught. She learned what needed to be learned. Which is the most important thing.

I have been sort of trolling lately, perusing the journals and commenting here and there, instead of writing my own. I am really going to have to do better, and try to journal everyday, or at least every other to every three days.It can get a little hard to do, watching a 4 and 5 year old. At least the weather is improving, and the school won't have any delays like they have had because of snow.

The weather has cooled down here, and we are in the 40's today, with some snow expected tomorrow night into Tuesday. Doesn't look like it will be much, and I'm glad. I have a Dr appointment I have to keep. The hubbs is taking the morning off to take me. I could probably drive down myself, but it will be nice for him to go and be there if I need him to drive back. Its not a huge distance, and time wise its only about a 25 minute drive one way. Not a serious issue type appointment, to ease every ones minds!!

In other subjects and ATF, I discovered a new prepackaged, premade sandwich, that didn't contain a whole flock of preservatives and additives!! I just may buy more, as I had 2 for lunch, and really enjoyed them. They are from Better Bakery of Valencia Cali. and were Philly Cheese steak pretzel melt. They were really really good too. Downside, 2 of them totaled 820 calories. Up side, one is 410 calories, with 45 grams of carbs and 25 grams of protein! Pretty filling too. I know that if we do pick up some more, it will be one for lunch, and two for supper, but not necessarily on the same day...lol!!

I was reading my buddy Bella's journal, and she has put a little something in my head. I want to try to get an adult tricycle! They don't look like the tricycles that the little ones used to ride, but a three wheeled bike.
we have a wonderful bike/walking trail here and I so want to take advantage of it. I don't think I'll ever be able to walk it any length,without taking a chair along to sit in when I get out of breath, but with that trike, I can sit on that while I recover! I will have to talk with the hubby, and see if we can't try to get one by this summer. The only bad part,I don't think you can get a bike rack for one...lol!

Well, thats about it for today, so have a wonderful Sunday evening everyone!

Lu =^.^=

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21 March 2014

Happy Friday everyone!!

I hope everyone is having a really good day. I am having a good one so far. I got on the scales this morning and got a real pleasant suprise!! I was expecting the same weight I have been, or a pound heavier. Especially since the jelly bean monster got loose a little late last night. I didn't log it, but I had around a half, to three quarters of a cup of them!! I hope that is it for a while! I realized when they were almost gone, that I had absolutely no control what so ever!! I have to figure out what happened there. I have been really good about portion sizes, and controlling those candy and sweets urges. Well, that is over and done with. I will just have to learn to keep those jelly beans out of the house, or under lock and key!! I'll have to have the hubby keep them, and to give me when I ask, but in about a handful, or around a 1/4 cup at a time, and to refuse me if he feels I've had too many!

I'm glad that my breakfast change seems to be working too. I have had a few prepackaged lunches this week. I'm going to eliminate those too. From now on, its fresh as much as possible, breakfast, lunch and dinner. Tonight is our eating out night. I just have to decide on where we will go. That can be a hard decision sometimes. I refuse to go to McD's anymore. Too much garbage added to their food. It can be hard to decide, when most of the restaurants in the area are fast food!! I have a neighbor that is a chef. We both agree that this area needs a good whole food restaurant. She has some great ideas for one, but lacks the backing. I wish I could help her on that. She gave me a pint of her ginger pickles. They were just awesome!

On to other things, my little shadow is being a little angel today so far. I know we will be having a difference of opinion later, we always do!! I love her to pieces though!! I think I found a way to keep her fingers out of her mouth too. Hand Sanitizer!! Tastes a little yucky! Cleans little fingers of germs, and added extra, finger in mouth repellent!!

I'm off to try to get some things done. I'm really feeling so much better, and I'm able to do more than I have been able to do in quite a while!
Have a wonderful Friday everyone!! Keep up the fantastic work too!!

Lu =^.^=

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