I'm sorry you are having a rough time. I went through a similar time as a child. My mother struggled to get our lives to a better place. Everything will work out. Why don't you try going to different churches around the community and telling them your situation. Most churches will help to get you and your children in a home and off to a start. You are working and trying to do better and that's all anyone can ask for. I hope everything works out for you and your children. Have a little faith and everything will fall in to place.