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27 February 2010

25 February 2010

23 February 2010

I joined a new gym tonight. A friend of mine from work talked me and another friend into it. I used to go to the gym on a really regular schedule when I had a workout buddy. With the three of us motivating each other, I'm hoping I will make it to the gym on a regular basis again. We're going again tomorrow.

I'm a little disappointed because I know that I've tried many things before. I always start out super motivated and excited with plans that "this time it will work." I don't want this to be just another one of those plans. I really want to lose weight, get in shape, and like the way I look and feel. It's really weird because I'm excited, but I can't get the thought out of my mind that I've been down this road before. I will go to the gym every night this week. I need to develop a routine. I know I can stick it out if my friends do. I hope they do. But even if they don't, I need to find the motivation within myself to continue to go for myself.

21 February 2010

12 January 2010

I'm not eating enough. I always do this when I start counting calories. I eat better and I only eat when I'm hungry. I came closer to my calories today, but still under. I know that's not good, but I have trouble forcing myself to eat when I'm not hungry. I don't think it's going to be a problem the rest of the week though. I have a date tomorrow night and he's taking me to Texas Roadhouse. They don't even post their nutritional information online so I know nothing I eat there will be even remotely healthy! I also have a happy hour on Friday followed by a night on the town and lunch with a friend on Saturday. So trying to stay under 2000 calories may be the best I can hope for the next few days.

I need to sit down this weekend and plan out menus. I'm always afraid to eat anything that's over 350 calories but then I end up under my calorie goal at the end of the day. So, I need to plan out my daily calories and what I will be eating. Hopefully that will take away the apprehension of eating higher calories foods.

I thought about eating some Girl Scout cookies tonight since I still had some extra calories. But I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm afraid I'm developing an unhealthy view of food. Sigh.


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