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15 March 2012
no change yet but i have to loose the weight before my sister's wedding i don't want my whole family to see how much i have let myself go in the last few years even though i know many of them have too. i just feel like i have not only let myself down and if they see me i will be letting them down too. not to mention that i am terrified that my hernia repairs will come undone if i take off my abdominal binder because i have gained 20 pounds since the surgery which i had in August or September of this last year. i just have to slug it out and loose as much as i can before may 24th i just have to and want to change the way i feel and look. if i loose some weight maybe Chris might actually sleep with me again but i know he feels just as bad about the bit of weight he has gained as i feel about mine but he looks better than i do he's over 6 feet tall and 280 and i am 5'3" and 285 his weight is stretched out and i'm just a overstuffed sausage. i want to loose this weight so i hate myself less because i am so overly critical of everything i do, say, eat and think that it is just killing all of the zest and passion i had for life before. FUCK i used to paint and draw and people loved it but i let that all slip because while i was eating and gaining i also ate away most of my natural creativity and my love of art. now i find myself trying to teach my children about art and i feel just clouded. 10 years ago if i had been trying to write a simple children's book i would have had tons of ideas but now i just feel like i am only half inspired by the work of others like i no longer house a single thought of my own like i am just a shell that once held something greater. but all these things are able to be changed with time.
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56.7 kg
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11 March 2012
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129.3 kg
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56.7 kg
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Gaining 0.4 kg a Week
09 September 2011
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119.3 kg
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46.7 kg
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08 July 2011
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119.3 kg
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46.7 kg
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Gaining 0.5 kg a Week
26 June 2011
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118.4 kg
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45.8 kg
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