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This isn't my first trial here at fat secret. I had tried, on Atkins, to lose two years ago. Unable to remember my password I started a new account. Well...I found the profile for my old account and saw my spiral. Two years ago I was saying the same thing and I was 37lbs lighter.
"This time is going to be different. I keep telling myself that this is not the way I want to spend the rest of my life. Constantly tired after work, unable to run and play with my students. I am ready to quit aching after mild physical activity. I have made the decision for the right reasons, and I understand this is a life long change for the better. So here I sit changing my life one day at a time, desperately longing for the me I lost so many years ago."
No more excuses I have been saying the same thing for years and here is the proof! It makes me soo angry at myself for letting it get to this point. I feel like I have failed myself. I don't want to sit here two years from now at 350 lbs coming across an old profile and give the same lines of crap again. I HAVE TO DO THIS!
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2551 kcal
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Fat: 93.17g | Prot: 118.29g | Carbs: 313.95g.
Breakfast: granola bar, granola bar, fruit roll up. Lunch: diet coke, #2 Big John (no mayo add mustard and onion). Dinner: minute brown rice, corn, mashed potatoes, Salisbury Steak with Gravy (Mixture). Snacks/Other: pierogi, Little Debbie Brownie, milk, Drumstick Dibs. more...
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