man i wish there was a magical pill u could take to lose this baby weight. But i guess everything takes hard work. i am more determined now than ever to lose weight and i am doing a pretty good job. i am so proud of myself! But i (honestly) i sometimes hate myself so much for being so fat... i shouldnt be so hard on myself but i am my worst critic and i am so hard on myself. my husband loves me no matter what but i don't love myself the same way he does. sometimes i don't know how he can look at me or still be in love with me... but he is and that's a fact!! and i love him so much for that. but i do want to be healthy and i do want to look good so i am going to lose this weight and keep a positive attitude
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