Lenachka's Journal, 17 Mar 09

Dieting is really hard for me! I guess I have low self-discipline, but I don't think that should be a life sentence -- I WANT to lose weight! I gained about 20 pounds in the last year, and that makes me feel really bad, and I obsess about it in my head all the time. It's all I ever think about. I want to look better, and feel better. I want clothes to fit better on me.

I don't eat a lot of fast food, or chips or random snacks. My weaknesses are pasta, potatoes, and emotional eating. Stress makes me reach for food, and no matter what I tell myself about how it'll make me gain even more weight, I still eat it and it makes me feel better for a short time right before I feel like crap again.

I go through phases with my eating/dieting. I'll get to a certain point when I feel really invigorated and motivated to diet (like right now, after just registering for this site) but I inevitably always decline.

Starting in January, I've started going to my college campus's rec center and working out after classes. It makes me exhausted, and hungry, but I do it because I'm already on campus. I've tried over the last couple of months to go 3-4 times a week and do the elliptical for 30 minutes. I haven't seen any results :-( probably because my eating habits haven't really changed.

But honestly, I absolutely love vegetables and fruits, and can live off of them. I haven't eaten red meat in over 7 years (traumatic experience) but I do eat chicken on occasion.

I'm also in school or work everyday, and I find myself lazy to bring food from home to eat between classes. I either worry about food spoiling, or feel lazy about preparing it beforehand. I know, it's a pitiful excuse but it's the truth. Maybe I just don't know what to pack?? I need to find some easy and relatively cheap "snacks" to bring with me...

Anyways, my first experience with FatSecret has been pretty positive: I now a little more about how many calories I consumed today (and I don't usually count calories, so I plan to keep up with it) and I have a goal to maintain!

I hope to continue working out and maybe come up with some new upper-body exercises, and maybe do some Wii Fit with my younger brother!

View Diet Calendar, 17 March 2009:
1527 kcal Fat: 37.36g | Prot: 65.89g | Carbs: 239.83g.   Breakfast: No Calorie Sweetener Packets, French Vanilla Coffee, milk, Raisin Bran cereal. Lunch: Raspberry iced tea, Wrap Sandwich Filled with Vegetables. Dinner: Chicken Breast, cantaloupe, turkey and swiss sandwich. Snacks/Other: 1 canned tomato, tomato. more...
2326 kcal Exercise: Resting - 2 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Driving - 30 minutes, Sitting - 13 hours and 30 minutes. more...

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Well, you sound pretty normal to me. Like me you know what to do... it's just not that easy. Keep at it and hope for the best. Hang in there. 
17 Mar 09 by member: meonadiet
Thank you!  
18 Mar 09 by member: Lenachka

     
 

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