Consider yourself kicked :)
It is hard but you have to keep trying, not for anybody but for yourself. I do not know if it is true about your place, but where I live it is cheaper to buy fruit and veggies in small ethnic grocery stores or in the farmers market than in the supermarket. I sometimes am surprised at how much I can buy for how little money. They also sometimes sell sort outs, which don't look picture perfect but are good for cooking and taste the same. Also at this time of the year frozen veggies are a good enough substitute as fresh veggies are not always that fresh. Any way good luck and keep trying. We can do it.