437. 7st 7lbs. i ate half an apple today. i drank enough to be happy. i'm still within my 500 cal limit. maybe i can sleep tonight. without lying awake, every hour or so. maybe i can be happy. maybe i've got it figured out. maybe i just need a friend. maybe i just need a hug and to be told everything's fine. i'm too old to be this confused by life. i wish i could pull on a pretty dress, do my hair and makeup nice, and look in the mirror and smile; i wish. i can't.
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